Thursday, March 19, 2009

Another year older

So, yesterday was my birthday. It was a good day, but I do NOT like getting older. It makes me look back at my 2_ years, and examin my life. I am a lot further in my career then I would have ever told you I would be at this age. My personal life isn't quite where I thought I would be. I would have told you when I was 18 that I would be married with at least two kids by now. I feel bad, but I know I am not ready for a baby yet. I have been saying since I was 21 that I wanted a baby at 28, and now that is just a year away. I am not so sure that I will be ready by then.

I know I need to work on the first step...which would be marriage, and we are working on that, but I dont know that we would start for a baby at my pre-determined time.

Birthday's just really make me think about life, and also try to determine if I am better off with my life the way it is, or if I would be better off with my life plan at 18.

On another note...I did have a good birthday. I shopped for a new laptop all day, and had no luck. I just need to pick one. Then my family went to eat at one of my favorite Mexican places....Blue Goose. It was so yummy!

My parents replaced my stolen mother-daughter ring. My mother bought it for me for my birthday back in 2005, and it was stolen by a "friend" in 2007. I was heart broken, and my mother knew this. So, my mom and dad replaced it for me yesterday. I just love my ring!

Cortney is so busy with work she got me a gift card to help toward the purchase of my new laptop.

I didn't get to see Trent on my birthday, but we are spending the weekend celebrating. It will be his first weekend off since CHRISTMAS! I am SO excited.

I am attaching PHOTOS of my new mother-daughter James Avery ring. I will make sure I keep it from a certian C.C. so that she can't steal it again!





Overall, I had a good birthday! Thanks for the birthday wishes everyone!

1 comments:

Jill said...

Glad you had a good birthday. I totally understand why you would not be ready for kids yet! They are WAY harder than I thought lol. BUT as soon as you have one, you'll be ready for the next. It's just getting to the point of doing it. I don't think JB was ready until Beck was born! :)